In Yokohama

long time no posted!

now i'm in sthlm. i'll be back to tokyo around new year..

some pics of sthlm

Sthlm with my boyfriend Johan.



Bus! From the car.


Göt gatan


Göt gatan : My boyfriend working near here.



Silja Line : From Fjäderholmarna.

Gas station on the water : Fjäderholmarna

Gamla Stan

An old restaurant at Gamla Stan.

The Royal Palace

My favorite view ; From the balcony.

We often went for a walk/sunbathe here.

Tyresö castle

From the boat.

My breakfast.

The Swedish Museum of Natural History with Cosmonova

It was really great vacation.

And I'm going to go back to Stockholm in September.

I can't wait!

Spiderman? NOT

I found it on my way to go to a market.

What is that cone for???

Mysterious Spiderman color cone..

Cartoon Heroes - Aqua

going to Stockholm

I'm going to go to Stockholm in July. Yup, finally I can see my darling again. It's really hard that we can't be together at same place. In April, we had a special time in Japan. We went to so many places for fun and we spent so many fantastic moments together. I often think about those days we had. In trains, outside, my room.. We were holding each others hand while we walking. We were kissing at almost every escalators. We just laughed every day. I can say it was my best romantic days ever. So when I remembering about that and realize now i'm without him it makes me feel like I'm all alone in complete darkness. That mean I need him. Many times I was thinking jump on a plane to sthlm, throw all my current life, pack a small baggage. Now I dare to do it. ( I don't throw my life away though) Soon I come to Sweden. We will have a lot of special moments as much as we had in April. And I'm hoping if he say something special to me then. Maybe that's too much to hope for. But all I want is our time to go on forever.

Quick Cooking

1. saute chicken breast fillet and tomatoes with olive oil and herbs

2. nuke potatoes in a microwave for three minutes or until these are hot

3. chop some lettuce and red/yellow bell pepper

4. Bon Appétit!

Tokyo Disneyland

12-13 April : My boyfriend and I went to Tokyo Disneyland.

Cinderella Castle

Tokyo Disneyland Hotel

Just gorgeous!

Mickey Cappuccino
Dinner @ Rainforestcafe Ikspeari We stayed here

Thank you =)

He gave me this wonderful gift for my birthday!

And many many salty candies.

I'm soooo happy =) He knows my taste really well.

sasazuka panda chan

How many people noticed this cute panda street light?

My friend and I wonderd "why panda? "at first when we found it.

sasazuka -> sasa -> bamboo -> panda

han, simple =)

@ sasazuka shibuya

dog diary

tjoohooo! the time is 07:00, a morning walk is the best thing I know!!!

tjoohooo! the time is 09:00, the kids are awake!!! this is the best thing i know!!!

tjoohooo! 12:00, playing in the garden! this is the best thing i know!!!

tjoohooo! 14:00, riding in the car!!! this is the best thing i know!!!

tjoohooo! 16:00, playing with a ball!! this is the best thing i know!!!

tjoohooo! 17:00, Master comes home! this is the best thing i know!!!

tjoohooo! 20:00, get scratched on the belly while on the couch, this is the best thing i know!!!

tjoohooo! 22:00, sleeping in masters bed! this is the best thing i know!!!

cat diary

Day 783 of my imprisonment

My kidnappers are still torturing me with bizarre things that they wiggle around in the air. They continue to eat fresh meat while I still only get dry food and slimy can food. The only thing that keeps me goingis the hope that one day I shall escape and the mild satisfaction of ripping their furniture.

Tomorrow I shall once again try to eat an eggplant. Today I failed to murder my kidnappers once again when trying to trip them with my body, maybe I should try from the top of the stairs instead. In an attempt to make them go out of balance I created a hairball in their favorite couch. Note to self: Remember to create one in their bed. I caught a mouse and bit its head off, then i left the headless body on the front door step as a sign to my kidnappers of what I am capable of doing and make them tremble in fear. Instead I got hugged, kissed, petted and told what a good puzzywuzzy I was. Things are not going as planned.

At night the kidnappers seemed to be holding a secret meeting in the kitchen while I was forced into an isolated room, but I was able to smell their food and could hear them snickering as they were planning their evil deeds. I have come to know that the reason I was isolated was that I could em it something very powerful that was referred to as "allergies". I have to learn what this "allergies" thing is so that I can use it to my advantage.

The other inmates seem to be sucking up to the kidnappers so much that I can't bring myself to trust any of them, in case one of them telling on me. The dog gets released from his captivity all the time and runs back of his own will, apparently he must be a moron. The bird gives the impression of being an informant since he talks with our kidnappers all the time. I am highly convinced that he is reporting every single step I take. Thanks to him being in the metal room, I am safe for now, but I can wait. Since its only amatter of time before my plans are set into motion....

bubble bubble bath heaven

I used to be a shower person, but recently I'm not anymore. LOVE to "BATHE"ing!!! Bubbling, Bath Bombing, Candling, Reading, Singing, Meditating, Relaxing, sometimes Sleeping in the tub..
LUSH rating ②
(Bath Ballistics)
・Butterball - ★★★
　smells... well LUSH. but the only problem is not to be used if your in a bad mood as all the butter floats on top of the water, so when you come out of the bath your all greasey. but on the good side makes your skin feel soft and silky. and your boyfriend may noticed your smells like a custard cream.
・Sakura - ★☆☆
　this is a pretty smelling bomb, but it did not have the wow factor for me, as the scent was quite gentle. i like my bombs to pack a scented punch!

(Bubble Bar)
・The Comforter - ★★★
　i absolutely love the fruity lovely fluffy smell of the comforter! it really is comforting as well, perfect for this cold spell we're having. i can get loads of baths out of this and there are plenty of bubbles. love it!
・French Kiss - ？？？
　i haven't tried this yet (though I will!) so i shouldn't post a review as such... but i can say it looks and smells gorgy!
・Hot Milk? - ★★☆
　this is perfect for an evening bath with a good book..
・Ma Bar - ★★☆
　yummy smells really toffeish, just delicious...a nice little pick me up on a bad day! but smells too much yummy?

..maybe one day he will sniffing me then will says lovely but i don't know, i hope so.

tokyo-twilight

fev 10 2009 - around 17:30 - in shinjuku

that day my friend bought a SLR camera! ..envy^^

(these pics were taken by my cell phone camera. )

鬱music

Funeral

Norwegien funeral doom band

1991-

1993 Tristesse (demo)

1994 Tristesse

1994 Beyond All Sunsets

1995 Tragedies

1997 To Moum is a Virtue

1999 The Passion Play

2002 In Fields of Pestilent Grief *playlist2*

2006 From These Wounds

I love the second album : In Fields of Pestilent Grief : love the song : Yield to me, and Truly Suffering.

This second album, sung only soprano vocal, not death vocals. 1st and 3rd are a little bit different from 2nd's taste.

I often listen this before I sleep. For me, without death voices, it's easy to listen sleeping time. mmm 鬱!

Funeral funeral funeral... 2 of the band member dead in 2003 and 2006. Oh..Funeral... like the "real" funeral band. This story makes me much 鬱.

Truth, I like to being 鬱 mode. I'm sick n' tired of "happy happy peace peace cute cute" things. I'm not sure you know what I mean.. Anyways, I think someimes 鬱 is very beautiful.

-related- also beautiful gothic metal bands

Draconian

Shape of Despair

Well.. Good night all. I'm gonna go to sleep with these beautiful gothic music. I guess I'll have wonderful goth dreams. When I wake up, I'll tell you the story of the dreams if you'd like to...zzz...

artist?!

I love to draw..

*old school?*

*calligraph?*

*flower ribbon?*

*today's drawings*

...whaere is my color pen?

鬱movies

These are my 鬱 movies!

*HAPPINESS*
After saw this movie I feel like hopeless. However I like to see this.
When I see a movie and into it, I tend to overlap to a charactor.
In HAPPINESS, Joy. Seems she has no luck. Hmm like me..
Seems all of charactors have no luck, moreover something bad. No moral? No sane?
Anyways, cynical.

*Full Metal Jacket*
I love this movie. My ex was in Marine Corps, only 3months though. He said that first half part is real. (He's 30s, of course he has never gone to Vietnam.) Not fiction, that makes me 鬱.
Sir, yes, sir!

Hartman and recruits script
H "I am Gunnery Sergeant Hartman, your Senior Drill Instructor. From now on, you will speak only when spoken to, and the first and last words out of your filthy sewers will be "Sir!" Do you maggots understand that? "
R "Sir, yes, sir! "
H "Bullshit! I can't hear you. Sound off like you got a pair. "
R "Sir, yes, sir! "
H "If you ladies leave my island, if you survive recruit training ... you will be a weapon, you will be a minister of death, praying for war. But until that day you are pukes! You're the lowest form of life on Earth. You are not even human fucking beings! You are nothing but unorganized grabasstic pieces of amphibian shit! Because I am hard, you will not like me. But the more you hate me, the more you will learn. I am hard, but I am fair! There is no racial bigotry here! I do not look down on niggers, kikes, wops or greasers. Here you are all equally worthless! And my orders are to weed out all non-hackers who do not pack the gear to serve in my beloved Corps! Do you maggots understand that? "
R "Sir, yes, sir! "
H "Bullshit! I can't hear you! "
R "Sir, yes, sir!"

Movie for Heart Break

When I'm in loneliness I don't want to see any happy movies nor love romance movies.

I'm so call movie junkie, generally watch any kind of.

This time I'll recommend some movies. If you are looking for kind of scary, horror, or silly movie, these for you.. (Although these all are maybe B movies)

Night of the Living Dead (1968/America) *A

Braindead (1992/NZ) *B

Resurrection (1999/America) *B+

Scanners (1981/Canada) *A

Body Snatchers (1956,1978/America) *B+

The Dead Zone (1983/America) *A

Prince of Darkness (1987/America) *B

The Child (1976/Spain) * B+

Toolbox of Murders (2003/America) *B

Shadow Tenebrae (1982/Italy) *B

The Mangler (1995/America) *B

The Hidden (1987/America) *B+

Retuen of the Living Dead (1985/America) *B

The Blob (1988/America) *B

Phantasm (1979/America) *B-

The Beyond (1980/Italy) *B

The Langoliers (1995/America) *B+

Beyond the Limit (2003/Germany) *B

Zombio (1985/America) *B

Re-Animator (2003/America,Spain) *B

The Evil Dead (1981/America) *B

Phenomena (1985/Italy) *B+

Malefique (2003/France) *B+

Castle Freak (1995/America) *B

Dèmoni (1985/Italy) *B

Dèmoni 2: L'incubo ritorna (1986/Italy) *B

Paura nella città dei morti viventi (1980/Italy) *B

The Texas Chainsaw Massacre (1974/America) *A

Suspiria (1977/Italy) *A

Inferno (1980/Italy) *B+

Non si sevizia un paperino (1972/Italy) *B

TV programs

Twilight Zone

Tales from the Crypt

Night Vision

Outer Limits

rating - SNS

I have joined some social network sites.
Yesterday, I joined a new SNS. My friend sent me an invite mail like many other sites do so. I enjoy the site.
I'll join other sites later and will re-rate then.
Okay, so here is my current rating of social network sites which I've been online.

Myspace ★★☆
I don't like it because there are so many spams there. My page isn't a free ad place.

Facebook★★★
Logga in Everyday.

Tagged★★☆
I've got some good friends on this site. And of course got a lot of junk msg from kind of perverts same as other sites.

Hi5☆☆☆
Uh.. I can't see even one good point on this.

My Yearbook★☆☆
This real chrities idea is nice. But that's all.

si..

Si les bisous étaient de l’eau je te donnerai la mer Si les câlins étaient des feuilles je te donnerai un arbre Si la vie étaient une planète je te donnerai une galaxie Si l’amitié étaient la vie je te donnerai la mienne.