going to Stockholm

I'm going to go to Stockholm in July. Yup, finally I can see my darling again. It's really hard that we can't be together at same place. In April, we had a special time in Japan. We went to so many places for fun and we spent so many fantastic moments together. I often think about those days we had. In trains, outside, my room.. We were holding each others hand while we walking. We were kissing at almost every escalators. We just laughed every day. I can say it was my best romantic days ever. So when I remembering about that and realize now i'm without him it makes me feel like I'm all alone in complete darkness. That mean I need him. Many times I was thinking jump on a plane to sthlm, throw all my current life, pack a small baggage. Now I dare to do it. ( I don't throw my life away though) Soon I come to Sweden. We will have a lot of special moments as much as we had in April. And I'm hoping if he say something special to me then. Maybe that's too much to hope for. But all I want is our time to go on forever.